xx. disobeying?

[x. ghostie]

Tall stalks of grass swayed in the light breeze as the dawn sun rose.It was a bit balmy but that didn't keep anything from traveling place to place.Little rest did some animals and some went on hungry stomachs.The air carried many scents of prey to some or predators to others.It was dawn and another slow day.

Beyond the grass was another thing that shouldn't be wandering around but after all she was queen.Nikita traveled far distances from her home, which she shouldn't being so exposed and in heat.Nikita had just been put in queen position because her mother had just died and she realized she could handle the position.Her father remained unknown to Nikita.From what her mother told her he was an awful beast but Nikita thought more of him.She'd always wanted to meet her father but the stories her mother told her about him made her heart close up to him.

Nikita crouched her way out of the grass as her stomach grumbled.She sighed and rolled her eyes, not really wanting to hunt.Why couldn't she just order someone of the pride to do it, but Nikita wasn't that lazy and heartless.She didn't take advantage of her mighty powers over the land.Nikita glanced around her surroundings then released the crouching position and strode toward the lake.The scent of lillys filled her nostrils and she grinned at such a sweet smell.Stalking toward the water, she looked at easy prey beyond the liquid, searching for water.She lapped up the aqua and lied down in front of the water as her ears flicked, finally relaxed.

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What do you do when your sanity is driving you...

Mighty? Mighty. Ha! If only the little pet knew who she was. Or, should it be what she was, considering? Oh, yes, oh yes, did he know. Oh yes, oh yes indeedy! That damnable beast thought he could hide her? For a while, yes, but never forever! Never forever, the lines of the celestials, however light and wispy, would always be oh so apparent. The light aura she had around herself, the light streaks… And yet the fact that it was, indeed, a female didn’t really get him purring. Fussy little gals never was his thing but… alas… right? Alas.

He was a large man. A very large man. Colossal? Perhaps, perhaps… perhaps. But, when you think of it was it really peculiar? Considering? Oh, wasn’t that the word! ‘Considering’? Used it so much nowadays… so much indeed. Not that it changed such a muscular form. Such a muscular form so marked and scarred, deep wounds that have healed leaving large cuts and slices. To the extent those could be seen underneath a thatch of skin and flesh. And with such a large mane... such a large mane... How old was he? How old, how old! What an idiotic question!

How does one measure eternity? Years? Decades? How does one count the never ending days? Through lifespans? It was laughable really how these fools tried to change the world, poor things didn't know life was too short for them to do anything more then produce a thorn and shove it in his backside. But die from it, would he? Die... from... it? Can't kill something already dead you bloody fools! Heh. Never stopped them from trying though, eh? Never stopped them from trying and while trying annoying him to no earthly end. Then again they had help in aggravating him, nay?

You are the cause of my agony, brother. Don't count on me F O R G E T T I N G that. Brother, of course refering the the eldest and the soul reason why he was held captive on his own corpse. While he had to rely to that Enger. Though, admittedly the fact that Enger had been betrayed also helped just a touch a lot. Mean... really. Could he imagine being alive because someone else's pity? Though admittedly he wished Enger had a bit more of his side, the darker side of the family in him. Maybe if he did then he would forget about all the worthless dolls that lived on his back like maggots and would unleash Baisu entirely. Maybe then they could have sweet revenge? But, of course Enger cared oh so deeply for the residents of the lands to bother with killing them all. Just had to be that way.

Driving me insane. This, this is. This existence. This existence. So... incomplete! So worthless. This body, so pathetic, so puny. His eyes of yellow hue flickered ravenously as he watched the young Queen from his place, lapping at the water so fervently. Took a great sum of his being not to simply pounce and use his unmatched strength to simply maul her to bits simply because she was one of the beasts...

But, a better nature was there. Someone within him it had come as he watched the birth of the world and how he nourished them so, how he helped them so. Despite his hate for them could he not deny pride? Without me you could never be. and with that he could smirk and he could gloat. How does that make you feel you bloody liars? Calling yourself so good and so pure! How does it make you feel to know you come from the dark earth? And with that he could be satisfied. Satisfied with knowing that the 'Good of the World' was not without it's shadow of lies, deceit, and wrong.

“Isn’t wise for a Queen to travel alone without her convoy” He said simply from his place hidden by the long grass. His collected form rising from it's lay as he came closer to the edge of the Lake of Lilies, returning to a lounge at the bank as he watched her from across the way. Awaiting a reply, whatever it may be.

I N S A N E?

[x. ghostie]

Deep in thought, Nikita watched ever so quietly.She hummed a song her mother had taught her when she was younger.Thinking abour her mother didn't sadden her one bit.Her mother was in a better palce now and she would be happier there.Nikita smiled sharply as she looked out beyond the rays of the newly rose sun and closed her eyes.

Isn’t wise for a Queen to travel alone without her convoy.Nikita's slim, white body rose quickly, causing dust to deflect from under her.She pinned her ears and a auible snarl emitted toward the brute."How dare you!She hissed and her narrowed eyes stared into his own."Who do you think you are?!"Nikita growled at the brute, he looked somewhat noticable.Still a glimpse of her white jaws glinted threw his eyes.

He didn't seem so smart to even talk to her.Nikita didn't think that he looked like a forcer but still her guard was up.She remembered little of her father's looks but he looked so much like him from what she remembered of him.Another snarl was given as Nikita's whipcord flashed but she didn't wait for an answer.She turned and jogged off into the grass.If he followed he was sure to draw back a nub.

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What do you do when your sanity is driving you...

“Watch your mouth, honey, or I will break that jaw of yours.” He replied evenly, watching her with the same tone as he debated, simply, whither or not he should even wait for her to try that tone again before snapping her twiggy body to pieces. She was tempting a creature of rage to advert back to his true self, which would be quite a pleasure, truly. After all she was… indeed… a creature he had a ‘baseline’ of hate for simply because the blood that ran in her… wouldn’t take much before his mercy was pitched out the window and his desire overwhelmed any thought that there had ever been within his thick skull on her behalf.

And yet, as his mind offered up another reason why she should die here, and now, it offered an interesting question. Would it be fun to see where she fell? Neutral she was as of now but… when one dies there is only up and down. Be fun if she managed to get stuck with him in the afterlife, nay? Oh, indeed, what fun, what fun! Maybe eternity would drive her crazy along side him? Hmm…

He watched as she waddled off and as she turned her back and unearthly rumble came to be. She thought she was snarling before? Laughable as a true snarl sounded. It's hissing snarlish sound enough to get one's blood running cold as his eyes narrowed and his fangs, large and ever vicious became exposed. He would not move from his place for her royal ass. SHE would move for HIM, or she would find herself in a predicament where moving would no longer be something she would find easy to do. “Get your corpse back here you worthless piece of crap!” He snapped. Large form ever looming as he glared at the back of her head. She may think herself so important but the truth of the matter was he out ranked her and could very well out do her. Though he was no longer immortal any more, heaven and hell both knew he was damn close to it. Close enough to make a Young Queen the Mutilated Body Queen if she dared to enrage him so.

I N S A N E?

[x. ghostie]

Eyes still narrowed, Nikita kept going.She slinked pasted bushes and some sort.She lowered herself to the ground, this making a perfect time to get a meal.Seeing a lone gazelle, she focused then watched something move it.When her prey was running, she kept up then lept for his rump, her claws extended and digging into it's flesh.She tumbled to the ground with the gazelle but quickly reacted and pounced onto the gazelle's neck and with a crack another life had been stole.

Dragging her meal back the shade, she glared at the bastard of a brute and even so much as dared him to help himself to her lunch.She lied down her prey and began to eat.Once she'd finished, she'd already nudged the rest to the birds or maybe even allow the brute to finish it off.Nikita watched the brute while she licked her kissers and paws then smirked.No matter what he'd said for her to come back, he wasn't her father either her mate.

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What do you do when your sanity is driving you...

damn it your just going to be the little wench that is going to piss me off all day long, aren’t you!? He glared at her with phenomenal loathing. His lips a severe frown, one that allowed fangs to peek through now and again as his ears remained standing. A little, persay… loud curse escaping his lips that described the gal as a female dog as the masculine creature rose. Standing on sturdy, powerful limbs he watched her for a moment. Debating, but not for long as he started a casual walk towards her.

He didn’t allow men to disrespect him. Didn’t allow his brothers to. He didn’t let the heavens or the hell to and she thought she could, should, get away with it? He was the land she walked on. He didn’t have to be her damnable father or her shitty mate, he was who he was and that was enough to earn so respect, don’t you think? He thought so and… well truth be known what he thought himself was all the mattered to he.

“I am going to rip that smirk right off you, Queeny-poo.” He snapped, suddenly propelled from such a sweet and nonchalant walk into a bound then leap. The massive creature being thrown in the air with surprising speed as he closed in on the lassie. Would he kill her? Truth be known he hadn’t decided but if that was what it took for her to learn to respect her betters then let her die a thousand deaths and feel the pain of each as vividly as the first. And with claws ever delightful, and fangs ever fierce, and with sheer force and mass on his side and with the oddity of enough power to get him moving at decent speeds… Oh one doubted that anything could save her but another…

I N S A N E?

[x. ghostie]

Nikita continued cleaning her kissers without interest in the masculine.Ever so lightly as he came toward her, a slight shudder ran threw her viens.When he sprung, her eyes widened and a roar was given as she lept to her feet and bolted out of his path but lost balance and tumbled onto the earth.

Push and pull, do you really want to know what...

Massive paws flopped respectfully upon the ground as the brute.His ears flicked as he walked then a roar entered his auds.Searching from where it came from, Enger narrowed his eyes as he saw a masculine like himself lept for a white essa.Anger rushed threw his blood and his optics narrowed as he notcied the masculine was his own brother and the young white essa being the queen, Nikita.Enger had respect for the little lassie and wondered what she gotten herself into trouble with his brother.

A roar escaped Enger's vocals as he watched Nikita tumble to the geo."Brother!"He called out, his voice echoing threw the feild.He felt his lazy walk turn into a sprint and charge for Baisu.He stopped beside Nikita and glanced down at her then quickly changed his attention to Baisu with a low growl.

stalks you?

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What do you do when your sanity is driving you...

He did not stop, when she tripped, she sealed her fate as he continued without hindrance as he heard her pathetic roar and the roar of a creature he knew so well. But then again family is hard to forget as he leapt upon her. Large, rough pads on her shoulders, claws puncturing her soft flesh as he kept her down, his colossal form a heavy burdened that threatened to crush her, simply by standing on her but that was not enough. Simply standing on her? Laughable it was as he pressed down. Using force, using powerful muscles as his strength produces more pain for her to feel. And yet he dealt, it seemed, barely, with the urge to let his jaws lower a snap a poor, poor neck or to break a poor, poor jaw. Or maybe even maul that pretty little face. Not that the urge was not there as it was set, with the female, on the back burner as vicious eyes flickered over to the fool that was his kin.

Enger was wise not to lay a hand on Baisu at the moment. Though, true, the opposing was what resurrected the monstrosity he held not enough sheer strength or will, after such an act, to face his rage and his wrath easily, simply. And yet these growls and these looks he gave was enough to cut a few more threads of the beast’s patience as he pressed harder upon the delicate form of the brat. “Shut your bloody mouth, Enger. This brat has already stretched my tolerance!” He bellowed, his voice loud and his voice hellishly deep as he glared with unflinching eyes at the creature that was his kin. “She opened the door,” He spat the words like poison, now, his ears standing and his body rigid and unforgiving, “And I walked on through.” He felt compassion rarely. And even then he was rarely forgiving and merciful. As he said, she opened the door for him to get pissed and he walked on through. He had every right to kill her. To let her off scotch free would be a spit in the face to all those that had died for an act even less then this.

“You teach her to come when called, you teach her to pay respect to her betters. You teach her or I will. Your choice; but make it quick. Hate it if her head accidentally popped off by some miraculous act she so well deserves.” He still stood over her. Claws pressing into her flesh and digging deeper and deeper, gleefully. Her pain, for she would be feeling it by now, was his joy as he watched his brother so keenly, satisfied with the fact he had her on the ground without the ability to escape his grasp… Satisfied with the fact that he would get Enger’s oh so precious ‘word’ that he would deal with this horror, or would be allowed to educate her his way.

I N S A N E?

[x. ghostie]

Nikita hissed and bit her large fangs into his meaty leg and then roared once more as her blood began to leak.She scraped her claws against his lower area, ripping threw his own flesh.Nikita's white pelt turn a bloody red as she tried to get free.

Brother!

Enger looked at his brother and headbutted him off of the queen.As he stood over Nikita and growled at his bloody brother."From what you did to her, she'll have the whole kingdom turned against you and once again Acux will punish you for nearly killing his daughter, much less kill you, stop it now."It was pathetic how his brother was.He knew exactlly how Nikita was and how he was going to pay.

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What do you do when your sanity is driving you...

“Why would I care, brother? You are too shy to spill blood and with that in mind it is only I who will fight. Me at only a portion of myself will never be able to do much to Acux. So why not die? And bring his precious with me? It would make me feel better, in the afterlife to have her there for me to torture. She annoys me so without knowing the consequences. She deserves death. I hate her. I hate her blood. To see it drain, to drain into the earth that is my body. It does not make me happy by with the knowledge of how much it hurts her and Acux, it brings a small smirk.” He glared at the creature below him as she dug such fangs into his flesh. And with it she received but a vicious smile. She thought she was hurting him but she hadn’t a clue. She thought she was mighty but she was hardly anything worth seeing. Her father was the soul creature that could ever cause him pain. Her muddied heritage was nothing. But as she cut deep within him, taking free the blood that was not hers to have… it came to be that what should have been scarlet was darker, and shinier then what it normally was. The Blood of a Divinity was different then that of mortals. And with his alliance being to the darker way, his life liquid reflected.

And et her scrapes annoyed him as he lost patience and simply tipped his head and wrapped his large haws around her mug that bit into him. His fangs on her muzzle he pressed down with such strength. Hard bone that was his teeth going into the thin skin and flesh and boring into her bone. Grinding away it slowly forced indentations into it as he strengthen his grip so, would it break? Of course it would. Of course. And yet he felt the burden of a strike against his shoulder. Felt the blow of his kin to his massive body and couldn’t help his narrowed eyes, eyes outlines in black to look at the creature that was Enger. His eyes vicious and unrelenting boring into his skull. He kept his grasp, for it pleased him to do so. Stubborn he was and pain of death he had already felt and the pain he felt now, he dismissed. He glared at his brother with the eyes of a killer and a creature that was losing all touch of sanity. His life was not full. He was not himself. The vastness of him was kept away. He was a corpse on display. He felt the pain of wounds that could not heal and his blood that was used for the rivers, which pooled in dents in his hide at the oceans. His life now was meaningless. To live in the shadow of himself, how sad. He felt pain, always. He felt… His sanity was leaving him. His essence, his power. His soul was ultimate but… as even a Divine bleeds… a Divine can be struck down. And killed, it may be by a Slayer, but what chaos would that bring? One would contend with the death of ‘Dark’ itself there would be absolute light… He begged to differ. The scales would be tipped. And chaos, true chaos… oh…

He wasn’t going to let go because they thought they could make him. He wasn’t going to let go because they asked him. He hated them. They saw his agony and ignored it. He hated them. Oh, did he hate them. To do something for them was ludicrous. But… He let go of her. His fangs letting go of her mug, not that a paw did not rise and smack her across her charming face. Claws sure to leave a bit of a mark, a mark that was sure to heal but one that would sting for many a days he was sure as he stepped off of her. His tail flicking in aggravation as he stalked away. He had nothing else to say. Nothing else.

I N S A N E?

[x. ghostie]

The pain that stung so and had caused tears to form in Nikita's beautiful, saddened blue eyes.As his grip pressed upon her muzzle, she struggled to get free, blood poured into her mouth and when he released her pools of blood leaked out her mouth.No more power in her body.Nikita gasped as she saw the pools of blood, she must be dead.With that the helpless fae went limb and fell to the ground.Nikita wanted more to life then to be lost in the dark.

Drag her away to home...

Enger looked at his brother and sighed.Some of his words were true and it disappointed Enger.Looking down at Nikita, wishing he could do something.When Nikita gasped and collasped to the ground he trotted up to her like a survent and nudged her.She was limb and his brother should feel ashamed.Seeing how much blood she lost, she might be dead, what if Acux saw him here with his daughter like this?He shuddered then prayed for the queen and galloped off.

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What do you do when your sanity is driving you...

Shame. He should feel ashamed? Why so? Why. So. After all she brought it upon herself! She tempted him! She didn’t know what he was capable of and yet she dared him on anyway, it was his right and if she died so be it! And if Acux got ticked so be that as well. I don’t tremble like you, Enger. I faced him before you where even born and I died. I had all I was stripped from me! I no longer have any reason to care if poor little Acux is angry! If he wanted her alive he would have kept her from me. He would have saved her, but he didn’t. He is suppose to be all knowing and all seeing but you want to know what? I think he’s weaker then the mortals.

Enger though his disappoint could each Baisu? I do not look up to you. It held no effect. The dislike others had for him had no effect. He no longer cared. Why should he? Why should they matter? Only because of him did they have a place to claim and rule. Only because of him and because they used him. Beggars. Can’t. Be. Choosers. Work it in their heads that they had a right to challenge him. Ha! Laughable!

He felt her life leave. Could see the light trace of a spirit reaching for the sky and could feel his brother’s essence leaving the area. Enger was running off, oh why so? We each have a weakness, this I do believe. I think your is being born without courage. He thought cruelly, bitterly as he kept up a pace that refused to halt as he felt the world oh so slightly change. They wanted guilt to touch him but it would no sink. He refused to let it but what he did indeed let sink in was the possibility of watching her die.

Rounding he started back with assurance the Enger had run off. And with the seeing of the blood that started to slip into the earth he couldn't help a slight snort. She thought all that blood was hers? Ha! She wasn't big enough for all the blood to be hers. Contrary… some… of that her scarlet has mixed with was his. And… look at that. What strange color… and stranger design… One wondered why he came here first? Why he offered speech then claw? Reason quite simple he had thought that perhaps aid would be found but all he came to see was a smart mouth and a bratty child. One that was dieing now, or so he did see as he remained at a stand, watching. “I wonder, one would think Acux would save you. Apparently not. Or maybe he thinks I will have pity on you? We know Enger hopes but why should I. Give me a reason I can accept to regret.”

I N S A N E?

[x. ghostie]

Slowly Nikita's senses came back.Her eyes opened and her eyes widened when she saw the horrid beast speaking to her."None, I....deserved what...I got, I should have.....never...tried...least of all...you."All that her words would release was studdering, now very much scared of him.Nikita scooted away as far as she could, scratches all over her body but no moe blood spirtted.Luckily Niktia's jaw hadn't broke but it was just out of pure fear when she studdered.She looked into his eyes and then down at the ground.How her body was sore, a groan was emitted as she turned her body slightly then returned to her previous postion with a frown.

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What do you do when your sanity is driving you...

He snorted. Debating if she was patronizing him or was genuinely agreeing. And yet would it mattered if she was? She was agreeing and if it be because of fear then so be it. Lesson learned, righto? Righto. And oh did it feel so good! The bratty horror was now paying her dues! Reap what ya sow sucker! Inwardly he rejoiced in such a way, the only outward show being dancing eyes but… other then that he managed a decent control of the overwhelming emotion as she scooted away. Not that he stopped her. Fear, love, respect, oh it really didn’t matter to him. She wasn’t going to smack those gums anymore in such a manner any time soon and that was good enough for him! Now, whither she plotted to kill him or something… oh who gave a crap he was going to die again one way or another! True, he wasn’t as prophetic as Acux but he had ‘feelings’. He felt as if he was going to die again. And… usually… the feeling where right. Either that or a sign he was getting hungry, hmm… either way!

“Yep. Seems like your going to be feeling that one tomorrow, eh? Ah well teach you to bloody piss me off again. damn woman.” He brandished a little smirk, garnishing teeth that had been whipped clean of blood as he, though she no longer poured, bled smoothly. His ‘lower areas’ not quite… feeling great and his legs just killing him. Piecing of flesh hanging off and a bit of the bone visible but, really he needn’t worry. He would heal soon, sooner then her, a gift, one could say, with being a true Divine, unlike her. And her muddied heritage. But, alas, what could he say? He was feeling great. Spectacular. Really now who wouldn't? Well... she wouldn't. “Come along brat. Haul ass, we gotta get ya home befor your little boy toys start worrin.” He wondered how much he knew, despite his cheerfulness. He wondered if she simply thought what he and Enger where merely lions named after the Three Brothers or if Enger had filled her in completely. Some how, with the fact that she was sprawled on the ground... she didn't know. Oooh Enger! What a bad, bad boy! Wait until she finds out. she's going to skin you alive!

I N S A N E?

[x. ghostie]

A cough was given as she looked at him.Nikita closed her eyes tight then lied her heavy head down on the sod.She felt horrible and just wanted to go home without moving.She wanted to groom herself but was to give to even try.What was this that Enger was talking about Acux, being her father.It all was coming together.Listening poorly to the brute, she gave a slight nod, her head still upon the ground.It felt like her whole body had shut down.Nikita sighed then heard half of what he said but instead of just lying there she struck it upon herself to get up.Watching his mood go from serious to stupid was a shock.Her jaw hung below then she slowly closed it and winced when she stepped but stood beside the brute."Don't know if you'd care or not but the name's Nikita."